Competition is for losers

"The three most harmful addictions are heroin, carbohydrates, and a monthly salary." 

For the first time in about ~10 years, I am "unemployed." For someone who has grinded it out at a couple of BigTechCorps, it is a totally bizarre feeling. Factor in high school and an ultra-competitive college, and I've been on a treadmill for 18 years. That's ~50% of my waking hours having to be at some particular place at a particular time doing particular tasks with particular people I don't particularly care for (not all of them, obviously).

Unemployed Kev was born on Thursday, September 12th, 2019. I woke up at 10, checked my calendar (empty), and walked downstairs to the bodega to get coffee. I stood on the street corner for about 5 minutes and watched people fumble around on the sidewalks. Doing laundry might be nice way to start the day, I thought. I laughed for no reason.

I was raised a Jehovah's Witness, and left when I was 18. Once you leave one cult, you start to be pretty good at detecting others. 

Human beings are wired to compete. It's a part of what makes us so fucked up as a species: we are mimetic creatures. Human see, human want. At some point in human history, this was probably a super valuable skill. But now, in an age of excess and increasing globalization, it might be hurting us. We go to the same colleges everyone else does, read the same websites, compete for the same lateral promotions, and regurgitate the same pre-packaged media narratives that are forced down our throats by the Political-Advertisement complex. Advertising works, and has enabled companies like Google and Facebook to effectively hoard up billions of dollars of cash and just sit on it. As our obsession with information technology grows, we are stagnating in other areas -- like biotech, transportation, green energy etc -- while we fight over who deserves to be Cancelled next.

"We wanted flying cars, instead we got 140 characters."

I think the future will belong to people who are good at limiting their access to noise, including those who opt-out of mindless, wage-labor corporate bullshit, and compete on things that matter. I'd argue that fighting tooth-and-nail for your peer-approved ~7% annual raise at BigTechCorp after 12-18 months of mindless self-promotion is not something that matters. It teaches you how to play a game that will be irrelevant in the future.

Competing to learn a new language, skill, produce a new piece of art, work on something that will extend lives, cure diseases -- these things matter. Until we invent a vaccine for advertising, the industry will continue to gobble up all too many exceptionally talented people who need to make money, like anyone else. And that's because advertising works.

Anywho, I'm looking forward to waking up late, working on 1-2 projects, and .... not competing on things that don't matter. And fighting hard for the things that do.